Into The Mystic

I hope that you find peace.

To Heed Or To Hope?

Memories of the past function as warnings for the future.

Behind Blue Eyes

Lying on the couch watching the patterns my slowly dying eyes paint against the fog-grey walls, I cannot help but wonder if there is even any point in hoping for a cure for an affliction that hardly anyone seems to realize exists.

Even My Body Keeps Secrets From Me

It is frightening just how much can go wrong with your body without you even being aware of it.

Radio Silence

I never thought that I would some day curse the very mountains that I love so dearly.

No Happy Mediums To Be Found

It often seems like things are either changing far too quickly or not nearly fast enough.

An Orange Is An Orange

I am so incredibly sick of the sentence, "It is what it is".

I Wanted To Believe That You'd Win The War In Your Head That I Did Not Understand

It's the not knowing, the uncertainty, the inability to plan or even guess what the future will bring, that makes me feel incredibly vulnerable and inept.

Your Tax Dollars At Work

I cannot understand the logic involved with the decision to buy automatically flushing toilets and automated paper towel dispensers but only have one soap dispenser (which is decidedly on its last legs) in a bathroom with two sinks.

Especially In The Wee Hours Of The Night When All You Want To Do Is Sleep

Perhaps it is only me, but the memory of vomiting never quite encompasses the truly horrid nature of the actual experience.

Photos Cannot Capture The Feeling Of The Earth Under Your Feet Nor The Smell Of The Trees

There are so many things in this world that I wish to experience firsthand because photos in books simply to not satisfy my need to explore.

The Very Word "Diction" Confuses Them

Esoteric is among the list of words that I love but feel odd using due to the vocabulary level of the general public.

Why Am I So Broken?

One would think that a day that contained both the acquisition of a new car and a word of thanks from someone who doesn't often give them would be a wonderful day, but that could not be further from the truth.

I Still Can't Sleep

Sitting at the kitchen table at three in the morning when sleep has forsaken me and the rest of the household is peacefully sleeping around me makes me feel so alone.

Perhaps He Awaits Me At The Top Of The Tower

I feel that due to the massive amounts of drama in my life right now, I have unintentionally denied him in the experience of discussing his favorite book series with me.

The Dance Of The Dissonant Daughter

I am a drain on money with no return.

Stupid Hormones

In a word: PMS.

Contrary To Popular Belief, "Mo' Money, Mo' Problems" Could Not Be Further From The Truth

After doing the math on my income, I have come to the conclusion that I desperately need a higher paying job.

Heaven By Comparison

I miss my little (quiet, neat, comfortable, familiar, non-insane) holiday shop.

Know What I Mean, Vern?

Sometimes words fail to adequately and accurately express how I feel and, lest I become inconsolably frustrated, I must simply resign myself and my thoughts to their respective fates.