And I'm Losing Hope

I don't know how to fix this.

Now I Know What People Mean When They Say "Eustress"

Why can things never ever be easy?

Please Be Careful, I Exist In Someone Else's Head

I feel like a feather that is drifting in the wind, aimlessly.

Happiness Is Not A Fish You Can Catch

I hope it works this time.

Can Humans Do What Prophets Say?

I feel that I was born to live a life of great purpose, but the thought, "Is this all there is? Is this truly what I was set forth to accomplish?" only strikes me when I am doing nothing at all to work towards that end result due to lack of motivation or lack of time.

But We Cannot Cling To The Old Dreams Anymore

I'm tired of feeling so damn alone in my own home.

It Just Wasn't Like The Old Days Anymore

I'm so afraid of losing everything that which I love that, at times, it leaves me unable to properly function until the thought passes, which makes me feel positively helpless.

But It Never Made Sense To Them Anyway

On the way home from work tonight, the Cat Power song "I Don't Blame You" from the album "You Are Free" came on my ipod and it was suddenly as if one part of my consciousness was speaking to another part, "You are free. I don't blame you for not knowing. No one seems to anymore."

Why Is that?

Sometimes the words of others can more accurately describe one's feelings than one's own words.

Does It Make Things Any More Real?

Why is it that I often find myself back at this page of my own creation, staring at the words that I've strung together, struggling to ground myself in their supposed meaning?