Walnuts, Pineapple, Balsamic Vinegar, Citrus...

Why must I crave the foods that cause me the greatest pain?

I Wish That Their Lives Were Different

Sometimes I get so angry about things that I cannot change that I almost work myself into a panic attack from the sheer helplessness of it all.

I'm Afraid To Look Into His Argument

Today I learned that the president of the country in which I live decided that it was a bad idea to give poor children healthcare - totally paid for by a slight increase in the cigarette tax.

How Long Have They Been This Way?

Did you know that my glasses sit crookedly on my face?

It Is Quite Lucky That I Had A Lot Of It To Begin With

I am disappointed to realize that the longer I work in retail the less tolerance I seem to have for mean, irritated, unreasonable, and/or stupid people.

Quality Reading Material

While I try not to pass judgment on people based upon the items they purchase, I cannot help but be disappointed every time someone buys a US Weekly or OK magazine.

Just In Time For Autumn

I'd forgotten how wonderful a fresh, chilled orange can be.

Bonne Nuit Monsieur Marceau

How do you mourn the passing of someone that you already thought to be dead?

Even If It Makes Me Feel Positively Naked

Sometimes, rarely, the camera sees me as I would like to be seen.

Living In The City

I miss the crickets and the fireflies.

No Destination Required

I've discovered great happiness riding in my car with my pups: wind blowing, music playing, tails and tongues wagging, joy overflowing.

Persistence?

I fear that my life may be heading in the wrong direction, but I've come too far down this road to turn around just yet - not before I round this bend to see what I may have missed.

Errors In Judgment

In this life you are allowed, and in turn forgiven, many mistakes - save the one that destroys you.

A Man With A Briefcase Can Steal More Money Than Any Man With A Gun

I used to think that all you needed was love, but now I've come to the conclusion that you probably need a bit of cash as well.

If A Equals B And B Equals C Then A Must Equal Kumquat Jam

I've never dealt well with being yelled at and, knowing that, one must wonder just what she thinks will be accomplished by screaming at me and then, in the same breath, telling me that I never come over any more.

The Sky Is A-Ready To Burst

Every time I think that I've gotten everything under (my) control and I am ready to take the much-needed snip to my financial connection to my parents (and thusly neutralizing their pressuring chip) something happens that would make it dreadfully difficult if not outright impossible to do so.

Simplest Moments Worth Remembering

Resting against his side in the back of his father's car, happiness found me at last.

Ha, Even I Can Be Straightforward Once In Awhile

I'm so glad he had a happy birthday.

But My Dreams, They Aren't As Empty

As dearly as I wish it were true, books cannot keep you warm at night.

Woosh

I cannot help but feel like this some days and I cannot accurately explain why.

So Much Depends On This Decision

Do I have the nerve to try to make it alone; to leave and search for my own life in the heights?

Come Quickly, My Heart Draws Me Outdoors

There is a faint chill in the breeze today that whispers of the promise of autumn.

She'll Be Better, If You'll Be Kind

What if I really am the terrible daughter she tells me I am?

Freedom Comes At A Price

I hate the idea that I am dependant on chemicals to maintain my current quality of life and I frequently consider stopping them altogether but it is quite difficult to foresee the ramifications of such a decision.

Why Must "Different" Always Be Interpreted As "Bad" When It Very Often Isn't?

There is a distinctly different feeling in the house when he's here; I cannot put my finger on it, but it is there - lying just below the surface.

There Comes A Time In A Young Woman's Life When She Must Cast Away Books And Learn From Experience

I wish to experience all the wonderful things that I've read about; see all of the unimaginable beauty, do all of the fantastic acts, and simply enjoy breathing the air around me.

Restful Moments

How delightful is the sensation of sitting on the couch and simply relaxing when you know that you have so much to do and a busy couple of months ahead of you?

You Can Light My Fire

I have experienced a sudden reignition of my passions and interests: photography, sign language, pottery, singing, gardening, graph paper art, knitting, music, the written word...the list goes on and on but I haven't a clue as to when I'll be able to pursue any of this.

Lesson Learned

After eating lunch with he-who-turned-from-me, I've come to the conclusion that, while I am proud of myself for giving him another chance, I do not intend to ever extend myself in that way again.

Startling Inadequatenesses

When I realize that I cannot read something that I need to be able to read, I suddenly feel like I am falling out of my chair.