I Couldn't Tell You How It Really Was

When I phoned to check her condition after the surgery, I could not be certain if she was really pleased to hear from me, or if it was simply the drugs speaking.

Holding You Is Like Cupping Water

Damn you, writers of House, for making me think about things that I don't want to have to face right now...that I do not want to be real.

She's Not Chosen This Path

Observing my great aunts interacting with my grandmother gives me a peek into a possible future that I am afraid of.

Bitchin' Birthday

I must admit that seeing my mother get angry over "Stitch And Bitch" and not being able to punish me was a particularly delightful joy.

Only Love Can Live In My Dream

Sleep is my refuge.

I Always Try To Imagine Them As Innocent, Hopeful Children

I think that there must be some sort of compassion-removal process when you become a teacher at a community college because I refuse to believe that they were this heartless before.

Somewhere Out There

The possibility that this newfound planet may contain life is brimming with incredible excitement and, admittedly, some reservations about what the inhabitants of this planet may do with this information.

But The Music's Got The Magic, It's Your One Chance For Escape

I found out tonight that I am going to be taught violin by the Concert Master of the Wilmington Symphony Orchestra for free.

Happiness Is Not A Fish You Can Catch

I hope it works this time.

Maybe You Might Have Some Advise To Give On How To Be Insensitive

I cannot stand sitcoms because they make me feel so uncomfortable when embarrassing situations arise, no matter how 'comedic' they may be.

I'll Wish, And The Thunder Clouds Will Vanish

Note To Self : Stop feeling weird all of the damn time, it's getting old.

Time Slips Away From You

I've always loved the front porch on the house in which I grew up: wrought iron railings, plenty of room for potted plants and dogs and cats and wishing upon stars before bed.

It's The Hip New Place To Be

Today I went to the laundromat for the first time and the only person I made eye contact with was a three year old boy, with whom I share an affinity for Starbursts.

Laughter Is Wonderful

I never tickled Bob, but now I wish that I had.

And Whisper'd

The house does seem unnaturally quiet now and I am not entirely sure how that makes me feel.

I Wish That Things Were Different

Whenever I listen to songs about relationships between fathers and daughters or between mothers and daughters I always get amazingly sad - moved to tears.

What Is One To Do?

I have, in one of my away messages, a quote in which the phrase, "God damn it" happens to occur and for some reason my mother (and now, thanks to her overwhelming concern, my father) have decided to send a message to me stating that, "it is offensive and that (I) should change it" every time they see the away message.

Buvons à Nos Souvenirs

Evenings filled with people and refreshments and activities is just enough distraction to divert my attention away from the other things.

Yay - Crutches!

Even when you are keenly aware of how lucky you are to have an ability, having it taken away is a very eye-opening experience.

Utter Disbelief

"I think you're beautiful."

I'm So Glad It's Over

The IRS: the super nice people who can make you be so afraid that you forget your own zip code.

Math Test Vs Photography

The lamp is casting some lovely shadows tonight and the leaves are glistening with dew.

Parsley, Sage, Rosemary And Thyme

If I tell you that I cannot do the things that you ask of me, let me know that if at least I try then I'll be your true love.

Wash Away The World

I dearly wish that it would rain.

Why Yes, I Do Have Sunday Off...

I originally set up my work schedule in such a way as to avoid the entire 'dealing with family' issue but then that part of my mind (subset 1) was overpowered by the part of my mind (subset 2) that either (a) enjoys seeing my mind (subset 1) in uncomfortable situations or (b) realizes that this may be one of the last Easters when my grandmother will actually know what is going on - and switched shifts so that those two events may take place.

Reasons Why I'm Glad B&N Has Carpet

It's always frightening when you see someone else's interpretation of your mindset without having any knowledge of you in any way.

I Wish Things Were Different

I don't want to miss out on the festivities but after everything, I don't know how comfortable I would be going over there.

Unwelcome Visitor

These acute bouts of depression make me worry that it might be coming back to stay.

I Was Starting At The Sky, Just Looking For A Star

I wish that I had more time.

Does Summer Come For Everyone?

What are you afraid of?