Thursday, May 31, 2007
No, It's Not Me
Is it odd that my first thought upon hearing that my leg might have to be amputated is that I am going to miss my toes?
Labels:
health and medicine,
hypothetical situations,
thoughts,
toes
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
From A Little Shell At The Bottom Of The Sea
Hurricane Season is my favorite part of summer because it is only after a very bad storm that treasures from the deep can be found at low tide without hordes of tourists crushing them beneath their feet.
Let The Sunshine In
This would be a whole lot funnier if I wasn't so afraid of the future it foretells.
Labels:
america,
discomfort,
fear,
future,
moments of vague irritation,
science
Monday, May 28, 2007
A Legitimate Excuse
I cannot help but feel that calling into work when you are actually sick is a waste of an opportunity to escape the doldrums of a normal working day and experience something new.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
When You Dream About Death, This Is The Sort Of Post You Might Make
Can you imagine how difficult and time consuming it must be to match dental records to a dead person's teeth?
Labels:
corpse identification,
dreams,
just for reference,
science
Saturday, May 26, 2007
There Are Many Things Worse Than Death
Just because I support the pro-choice movement does not mean that I do not mourn the loss of life.
Friday, May 25, 2007
They Are The Future
Watching children as young as eight perform The Tempest in the original Shakespearean English is very humbling and inspiring.
Labels:
children/childhood,
future,
moments of happiness,
shakespeare
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Vibrating Quicker Than The Eye Can See
Today I took advantage of the 'Buy Two Get One Free' sale at work to buy six new books but now I am at a virtual standstill as I attempt to decide which one to read first.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Oh, My Kingdom For An Elephant
My childhood memories of the circus are directly at odds with my knowledge of how they tend to treat their animals and it is for that reason that I am uncertain if I will ever attend again.
Labels:
animals,
children/childhood,
circus,
future,
the unknown
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Monday, May 21, 2007
Little Hideaway
Whenever I need to think or to lose myself, I drive on long stretches of highway while listening to music and singing at the top of my lungs - all by myself.
Labels:
alone,
emotions,
just for reference,
sensitivity to music,
thoughts
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Impactful Forgetfulness
I'm so afraid that I am going to forget to tell them something important that will end up having a great impact on my diagnosis.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Chin Up, Put On A Pair Of These Roseys
You know that you've been working in retail too long when you can be on the verge of breaking and still be able to pass off a smile and a hearty 'hello-how-are-you' as genuine.
Labels:
emotions,
employment,
interactions,
just for reference,
overwhelmed
Friday, May 18, 2007
I Catch A Brief Reflection Of What You Could And Might Have Been
As I sat in my car mourning the surprise death of my friend, I realized that if we had not stayed at that awful place I may never have found out.
Labels:
disbelief,
moments of sorrow,
parting,
unfortunate truths
Thursday, May 17, 2007
But As The Scenery Grows, I See In Different Lights
The idea that this might be my last semester at CFCC would be exciting if I wasn't so unsure about the steps that come after.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Monday, May 14, 2007
Fleeing From Myself, To Myself
When I don't take my medicine my mind starts to fragment and expand until it becomes difficult to grasp and I enjoy the experience until I remember where such things tend to lead.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Saturday, May 12, 2007
I'm Not Really That Unknowing
Sometimes I pretend not to know about something that I do, in fact, know about in order to have an opportunity to listen to someone speak.
Labels:
feigned ignorance,
interactions,
just for reference,
words
Friday, May 11, 2007
Sentinels Don't Make Good Pillows
A puppy looking out of the window while laying on the bed makes a good pillow - until something outside catches her attention and she shifts from pillow-mode to sentinel-mode.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
And Peace All Around May Be Your Fortune
With the quality of the rest of a woman's life potentially hanging in the balance, I am afraid to be hopeful.
Labels:
change,
empathy,
family,
fear and excitement,
future,
ramifications
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Have I Failed Her?
Discovering a box of books from my childhood is like unearthing a time capsule of who I wanted to be when I grew up.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Please Be Careful, I Exist In Someone Else's Head
I feel like a feather that is drifting in the wind, aimlessly.
Monday, May 7, 2007
To Boldly Go Where No Man Has Gone Before
I am thrilled to be living in an era where science fiction is rapidly turning into science fact.
Sunday, May 6, 2007
I Want To Go!
I get very upset when I see people going to far off lands simply to be able to tell their well-to-do friends that they've been there, instead of wanting to go there for the place itself.
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Escape Is Imminent
Sometimes I feel that my soul or consciousness or what have you is not very well attached to this moral coil and may break free at any moment.
Labels:
consciousness,
escape,
questioning reality,
shifting,
world view
Friday, May 4, 2007
We Are Not As So Far Removed As We Would Like To Think
Reading about the Kent State Shootings has reaffirmed my fear that the freedoms in the "Land of the Free" are truly more of an illusion than a reality.
Labels:
america,
cycles,
death,
discomfort,
dissent,
past and present,
reading,
reaffirmations,
safety,
unfortunate truths,
world view
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Open Your Eyes and Wake Up
The world has gone mad and it seems like hardly anyone has noticed.
Labels:
america,
fear,
madness,
overwhelmed,
unfortunate truths,
world view
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
I Need To Work On That
Upon imagining my mother's funeral and being asked to speak, my reaction is always the same, "I don't really have anything to say".
Labels:
moral debates,
mother,
parents,
parting,
unfortunate truths,
words
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